theres always a first!

finally, im blogging! im gonna start with the traditional way of introducing oneself.
my name is fadia (so traditional). im currently doing what i suppose is my main interest. and doing this made me move all the way to the bottom of malaysia, which is johor. its a huge chunk away from my family and friends. gosh i miss them everyday. but im not so good at expressing how much i miss people. i think they know anyway.

what made me start to blog is the fact that here in johor, i lack the people who i tend to express myself to everyday. my mum, ila-chan, nisya, all my dearest classmate, luvly roomates and also the crazy ones. the point is that living alone sometimes is good that u dont have to figure out how the hell to handle peoples heart...but on the other hand u need to express urself and really be who u are.

nisya and me are geminis, maybe people feels taht geminis have split personalities. but actually we are people who adapts to other people. so here in my little cottage and my little village, im adapting. and adapting here means being less active and less extracurricular activities (only the people who understands, understands)

so i guess having a blog lets me express myself daily. without limits. and to the people who cannot accept me...theres this cross at the top right of this window...just click there and leave.